Yay my first blog. I am kinda nervous. I have never did something like this on such a big scale but here it goes. My name is Chirsy and I just became a senior at.... I shouldn't say just yet. Anyways I just finished my junior year and I have some really big choices to make. I really like this one guy... Jin! Thing is he is a football player. He is a lot taller than me and his built body would consume mine. I would easily say he is what dreams are made of. Well mine at least. I can picture it now him holding my petite body in his masculine arms running his finger through my long blonde hair. Problem is he only dates cheerleaders. At least that is what my BFF said. She would know she is the cheerleader captain. Thing is I am anything but cheerleader material. At school I may seem all popular and pretty but if my classmate knew what I did i would be looked down upon. To be honest I am a huge gamer-girl/anime fanatic. I go on my game systems and play so hardcore, and watch anime as soon as it is released in japan. What a nerdy thing to do huh. That is why I am making up fake names for everything. I don't people to really find out but at the same time I am confused about what to do. I feel like I am living two lives, and right now it feels like those two lives are either gonna collide or one will be gone for good. I have two days till this cheerleader meet where we will begin Practices for the tryouts after summer vacation. But I feel like I have been neglecting Uta.
Uta is my online friend. I call her Uta since she loves Utada Hikaru. We met on Xbox live and play most of our games together. We also chat on aim. I have never conversed with her through any means other than txt or im. I am afraid if she ever knew the real me even just the peppiness of my voice... she might hate me.
Same goes for my best friend.... We'll call her Sakura. I have known her for 10 years, and after all these years she hasn't learned of my geeky ways. Sakura is one of the prettiest girls I know and I owe all my looks and personality to her. She is the most popular girl in school. I guess you can say I come in at a close second.
Well anyways I have a lot of past stuff to talk about but I think this blog post is already pretty long huh? I will make another entry later to bring you guys up to speed on things.
